TheImaginaryKitten

So..yeah..

Britt and I have no idea what's going on with the whole situation. Exactly about a month from this very day of August 7, 2012, is our convention.

AND WE'RE SO NOT PREPARED.

I think...I just can't go as Ciel. As much as I want to, I don't think it's possible right now.

We don't have a room to stay in, for we missed the pre register date.

Read here for a more detailed explanation of what's going on with this madness: sleepynightowlx.tumblr.com/tag…

So for the past few nights I've been having the strangest yet creepiest dreams. It'd take forever to explain but you'd think you'd get at least some inspiration from those dreams right? Bleh... I'm just not feeling all that creative lately for some reason.. I mean, I still draw and stuff.. But I end up hating what comes out on paper and stop the sketch.

And then there's my style. It keeps changing constantly to a point to where I just want to give up on finding one. It might not show here on dA, but in my sketchbooks and such, I switch from traditional manga style to cartoonish styles day to day. Its like..none of its working for me right now. Should I just wait to get some good inspiration? Or just start taking requests so I can already have an idea planned out?

I might just write and sew for a while.. I'm not sure. But I have a ton load of old drawings I haven't uploaded yet that are from the past few weeks/month(s) that I've been meaning to upload, so I guess that'll make up for a lack of drawing activity stuff..

So I think I know which ones I'll get for MechaCon. (a few months away but still..)

On Friday: Shizuo from Durararararararararararararara-- (with friend as Izaya )

Saturday: England from Hetalia.  I wanted to just do his normal uniform version, but I don't think I'll have enough money saved in time to buy it, and I don't think I'll enjoy wearing that particular outfit as much. But I want to be recognized! So its between his punk version or Britannia angel for meh. Any other suggestions?

Sunday: Ciel Phantomhive Circus Ark version (hopefully) for half the extremely short day, and Finn from Adventure Time the rest of the day with a good friend of mine as my Jake.

So I think now that I have my thoughts together, its time to get started with actually planning on when I'm gonna buy these things and stuff.

I'm so excited for September!

If you don't like short rants, well then... you might wanna leave this journal.

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I just... I don't know. There's so much stuff I could just rant and rant about, but I'd probably offend some people or something, so I'll just keep my big mouth shut before I start some kind of uproar.

Some artists on here... I just.. Some can be really rude. Whether its just straight up rude, or being smartasses or trolling. It gets under my skin, ya know? Not like I can stop that or anything..

And no, its none of my watchers I'm talking about. Don't worry guys! Its people I've found through a blog, and how people like me are getting sick of their attitudes.. There's sooo much I could post here relating to this..

But its terribly late here, and I must go off to bed.

WHYYYYY??

I actually want to draw something and now I can't think of what to draw! -bangs head against the wall-

Blehhh.. Well, I guess I can try writing for a bit.